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♥Monday, June 18, 2007♥
Today was the most saddening day of my life. He shattered my heart into pieces. It was so painful for me. Anyhow, I do not wanna think abt it anymore. He simply doesn't deserve my love and i should move on to a whole new beginning.
My biggest hindrance now is how to break this news to my parents cos they wasn't informed abt the break up yet. My dad brought us out for dinner today to celebrate Father's day and upon reaching the coffee shop, he even got one more seat and saved it for Kenneth. Not wanting to spoil the celebration with the bad news, i lied to him that kenneth is working. My dad like him alot but i will still have to tell him the truth soon. If not it really hurts when they always mention his name infront of me.
I am starting to feel better as days goes by and i'm starting to accept the fact too.. This relationship really taught me lots of things. No matter how long or how strong a relationship is, it may still break one day. And this really made me lose faith in all relationship once again so what's the point of having a long and serious relationship but only at the end of the day going to be hurt by the other parties? He eas the one who made me believe in love and now the one who made me lose faith in it once again..
I was feeling so lost and desperate that I went to have fortune telling using the tarot card just now. It was so freaking scary cos everything the cards says is so fcuking true. My past, my current situation and my current belief were all true. I've got strength for my past, hermit for my current belief and a fallen tower for my cuurent situation. All of which explains the situation i am in now and before. Hence what I am looking forward is my future cos i've got the "world" card. This is a very good card and i am looking forward for it to come..
I am going to be strong and from today onwards I am going to be a new me. Siew yen is no longer going to be the old siew yen. I am going to live a world out of my Life..
*Btw planning to go Bangkok in August. Girls wanna join mi in my trip? Quick pack ur lugguage and we'll be off to have fun soon..**
My biggest hindrance now is how to break this news to my parents cos they wasn't informed abt the break up yet. My dad brought us out for dinner today to celebrate Father's day and upon reaching the coffee shop, he even got one more seat and saved it for Kenneth. Not wanting to spoil the celebration with the bad news, i lied to him that kenneth is working. My dad like him alot but i will still have to tell him the truth soon. If not it really hurts when they always mention his name infront of me.
I am starting to feel better as days goes by and i'm starting to accept the fact too.. This relationship really taught me lots of things. No matter how long or how strong a relationship is, it may still break one day. And this really made me lose faith in all relationship once again so what's the point of having a long and serious relationship but only at the end of the day going to be hurt by the other parties? He eas the one who made me believe in love and now the one who made me lose faith in it once again..
I was feeling so lost and desperate that I went to have fortune telling using the tarot card just now. It was so freaking scary cos everything the cards says is so fcuking true. My past, my current situation and my current belief were all true. I've got strength for my past, hermit for my current belief and a fallen tower for my cuurent situation. All of which explains the situation i am in now and before. Hence what I am looking forward is my future cos i've got the "world" card. This is a very good card and i am looking forward for it to come..
I am going to be strong and from today onwards I am going to be a new me. Siew yen is no longer going to be the old siew yen. I am going to live a world out of my Life..
*Btw planning to go Bangkok in August. Girls wanna join mi in my trip? Quick pack ur lugguage and we'll be off to have fun soon..**