♥♥♥ Working on her dream of opening a restaurant...
♥♥♥ Building my restaurant legacy!!! It starts now!!!
♥♥♥ Turning my dreams & passion into reality!!!
♥ Just a simple person hoping to do something big.. :)
Happiness to befall on her and everyone around her..
Bumped into Ken at Tampines Mall while I was shopping for Javier's Bday pressie.. He was working at the roadshow and I just stopped over to take a pic with him.. *He's such a camwhore just like me** hahha.. we just can't stop taking pic.. Guess it runs in our blood.. Everyone in my family loves to take pics..
I shall just end this posting with a candid picture of myself... Well.. This pic should hint how i'm feelin' now..
~~~ Stressed!! Stressed!! Stressed over my exams... ~~~
Graduation Trip
Ling is right.. The past few days had really been a nightmare for us.. I'm like in a total trance.. Grandpa went off just so suddenly and we have all been busy preparing for his funeral soon after.. It was really tiring for everyone. We all had very little sleep and it has indeed affected all our moods.. Luckily, we had lots of relatives and friends there for us.. Really gotta thank each and everyone of them.. I have been feeling really tired.. Only managed to sleep 3-4hours each day.. There's simply too many things to be done and I just did as much as i could to lighthen my auntie's load.. She has been taking alot to herself and i can tell that she's gonna collapse if this continues.. Really sad when I see her breakdown ytd.. I stayed up the whole night till 7am last night to look after my grandpa's body so as to allow her to sleep more... Slept less than 2 hrs and i had to wake up for the prayers again..
I'm really really growing more n more fatigue.. But i gotta hang on there no matter what until Thursday.. Just 2 more days to my grandpa's 7th day of death..
I rushed down to the hospital as soon as I could.. And it just hurts me to see him once again lying on the bed.. He became so bloated that I almost couldn't recognise him.. I tried to be as strong as I could today.. Because i know that i have to take care of my ah ma.. If i can't even brace myself up then how can I expect my ah ma to be strong?? My grandma is our greatest worry now.. She feels so sad now.. I just hope that she can take it well.. I have to be real darn strong now too.. Althou I may appear to be really stong today, I'm actually very sad deep within me.. It's so much easier to be crying cos at least u get to show how u actually feels.. Sigh!! I gotta learn to be strong..
**It's already 5am now but yet i can't get to slp..**
Crazy photos taken in the changing room... *Stretch.. Stretch..**
Slacking at the Lounge while waiting for lessons to start.
I was ambitious and went for 2 lessons ytd since I have some free time in the afternoon.
*changed and ready for lessons*
My grandpa was transferred to the ICU last night. His condition is getting more critical and the doctor told us to be prepared for the worst.. Just feel so weak now.. I hate to accept the fact that i'm gonna lose him soon.. It hurts me seeing my grandpa suffering from all these... All the needles, tubing and machines is making him so uncomfortable and he's even strapped to the bed.. I really pity my ah gong and feel so helpless about it.. WHat is worse is that I can only get to see him through the glass window.. I can't even go in and talk to him cos my his immunity system is really weak now... So the doctor suggest we not go in, in case he catch any virus.. Moreover, i haven't been feeling well too so it's better i stay out.. I know I gotta be strong but seeing him in the ICU just makes me wanna cry.. I'm sorry Linng and Pei.. I really can't control myself.. I know my reaction must have made u all feel worse.. but i really can't control my emotions.. I feel so lousy!!! :(
It has been a long time since I held my Ah Gong's hands. I will always remember the time when my Ah gong used to bring me, my siblings and cousins to the coffee shop for breakfast. And everytime he bring us for breakfast, he'll order the usual "toasted kaya roti", half boiled eggs and coffee.
The taste of the traditional breakfast could never be found again these days... It just tasted different and I really miss those days - especially the simple yet fulfilling breakfast.. The taste which I share with my Ah Gong!!
I feel really sad when I visited my Ah gong ytd.. :( The sight of him hurts me badly. He's so weak, having difficulty in breathing and reduced to only bones.. "Where is My AH Gong who used to bring me out for breakfast??" "Why is he in such a bad state now?" I can tell that he's feeling really sick and miserable but yet couldn't even express himself properly.. He's really very pitiful but yet still stubborn despite his deteriorating condition.. He just refuses to go to the hospital.. But my mum and aunty decided to go against his will today.. They called up the ambulance and we sent him to the hospital..
We aren't sure if this is the best choice to be made but I really hope that he'll pull through... I am glad I accompanied him to the hospital today.. He seem so much better after the doctor gave him oxygen mask.. It did helped him breath easier and I got to see him sleep more peacefully.. I can totally the fear my AH gong is feeling.. I feel like crying when i saw tears in his eyes..
"But AH Gong, you gotta be strong and recover fast kay.. I wanna play the reverse role of bringing you for breakfast.. so you gotta give me one last chance to bring you to the coffee shop for our usual "kaya roti", half-boiled egg and "Kopi" breakfast... and allow me to reminisce and find back the taste which I share with you.. the taste i'll always miss.."
***"I LOVE MY AH GONG!!!!"***
It has been such a long time since I went for yoga lessons.. I almost break my bones when the instructor tried to correct some of my postures.. However, it was still fun and I felt so refreshed after the lessons..
Hahha.. I was so darn "Lok Kok" today.. Can't be bothered to doll up... See no point in dolling up since i'm going for yoga lessons..
I look so plain w/o make-up.. Goodness!! I forgot apply concealer ard my eyes.. Look at those eye bags.. Arghh!! They're so disgusting!! I really needa sleep more!!!
Luckily i had my shades with me.. *Phew!!* it's better I put on my shade so as not to scare ppl off with my super duper dark and big eye bags...
Camwhoring in the dressing room..
So nice to have Linng accompany me for yoga lessons..
Slacking @ the Lounge Area after lesson..Here's some pics taken on Qiang's wedding.. Too lazy to upload the rest.. Shall do it when i'm less busy next week.. Enjoy~~
