My grandpa was transferred to the ICU last night. His condition is getting more critical and the doctor told us to be prepared for the worst.. Just feel so weak now.. I hate to accept the fact that i'm gonna lose him soon.. It hurts me seeing my grandpa suffering from all these... All the needles, tubing and machines is making him so uncomfortable and he's even strapped to the bed.. I really pity my ah gong and feel so helpless about it.. WHat is worse is that I can only get to see him through the glass window.. I can't even go in and talk to him cos my his immunity system is really weak now... So the doctor suggest we not go in, in case he catch any virus.. Moreover, i haven't been feeling well too so it's better i stay out.. I know I gotta be strong but seeing him in the ICU just makes me wanna cry.. I'm sorry Linng and Pei.. I really can't control myself.. I know my reaction must have made u all feel worse.. but i really can't control my emotions.. I feel so lousy!!! :(