Today is one of the saddest day of my life becos my grandpa is cremated.. I will always remember the day at the hospital when my grandpa passed away and today..

Ling is right.. The past few days had really been a nightmare for us.. I'm like in a total trance.. Grandpa went off just so suddenly and we have all been busy preparing for his funeral soon after.. It was really tiring for everyone. We all had very little sleep and it has indeed affected all our moods.. Luckily, we had lots of relatives and friends there for us.. Really gotta thank each and everyone of them.. I have been feeling really tired.. Only managed to sleep 3-4hours each day.. There's simply too many things to be done and I just did as much as i could to lighthen my auntie's load.. She has been taking alot to herself and i can tell that she's gonna collapse if this continues.. Really sad when I see her breakdown ytd.. I stayed up the whole night till 7am last night to look after my grandpa's body so as to allow her to sleep more... Slept less than 2 hrs and i had to wake up for the prayers again..

I'm really really growing more n more fatigue.. But i gotta hang on there no matter what until Thursday.. Just 2 more days to my grandpa's 7th day of death..

vernette says 6:43 AM